[Marik glances over at Chen for a moment, the Yamask giving him a knowing nod. The blonde takes a deep breath and slowly exhales.]
... I've gone through a lot, I've done a lot of terrible things... willingly. I know I'm not the same person I was half a year ago but... those tendencies still pop up from time to time. I've been trying to better myself though...
I don't want to scare her or make her feel unsafe with me because I'm... not entirely stable. I'd never hurt her! I just... what if I'm too intense about something? Then she's too nice to say anything to me and it just festers until it becomes a wedge between us...?
[There he goes again, over thinking things even on a friendship level.]
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[Marik glances over at Chen for a moment, the Yamask giving him a knowing nod. The blonde takes a deep breath and slowly exhales.]
... I've gone through a lot, I've done a lot of terrible things... willingly. I know I'm not the same person I was half a year ago but... those tendencies still pop up from time to time. I've been trying to better myself though...
I don't want to scare her or make her feel unsafe with me because I'm... not entirely stable. I'd never hurt her! I just... what if I'm too intense about something? Then she's too nice to say anything to me and it just festers until it becomes a wedge between us...?
[There he goes again, over thinking things even on a friendship level.]